6739.) When I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder I didn’t go to a psychologist and didn’t buy the medication because I can’t afford it and I can’t borrow money for treatment because I haven’t told anyone yet. I am my own worst enemy, and I don’t know how I feel about that.
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you should take comfort in the fact that you are your own worst enemy. no one in this world can hurt you the way you can potentially hurt yourself. despite alot, thats a good thing because if anyone hurts you, you have the ability to pick up your pieces and walk away with a bit of a lighter heart. lord knows i wish i had that kind of inner strength. and still, you have a bf that loves you entirely for everything you are. he won’t judge you or dislike thinks about you that aren’t “normal”. instead he embraces the fact that he has a girl as unique and open minded as you. and even if you ever wanted to take medication for it or try to “fix it”, just know he will always see you the same and that you have friends (and a sister <3 ) that will cherish you the way they do now.
